1. Witness a miracle 2. Take a picture of something deep and meaningful 3. Walk on the edge of rainbow bridge w/out falling into the water. 4. Learn a second language 5. Get 2 more peircings(August 08) 6. Tattoo someone. 7. Read every single book I own. 8. Move out of my mom's house (preferably before I turn 21) 9. Own atleast one of my top 3 cars (Pontiac GTO, Mustang or an El Camino) 10. Create a public work of art. w/out getting caught 11. Learn to play an instrument with some degree of skill(May 2008) 12. Meet someone famous 13. Take a candlelight bath with someone 14. Make-out in the rain (cause it's sexy like that ;]) 15. Kiss someone so passionately it makes him/her dizzy 16. Sing out loud while driving your car, although people are watching or hearing you 17. Donate blood 18. Ride a horse 19. Steal something you actually don't need (01/21/08) 20. Have an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment 21. Get married (later in life of course) 22. Try to speak after inhaling helium 23. Give something of great value to you away to someone you like/love 24. Make a fire whitout a lighter or matches. 25. Have a 100+ item collection of something(e.g. stamps, rocks, CDs) 26. Stay up all night long and watch the sunrise with someone special 27. say "I love you" to everyone I know in one day 28. Earn some money through creativity 29. Dress up like Flavor Flav for Halloween 30. Invent something 31. Sing in public. 32. Sleep under the stars 33. Dance like a fool without caring who's looking 34. Steal a street or car sign 34. Get it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye 35. Go on a road trip with no particular destination with friends 36. Appear on TV 37. Write a book and publish it 38. Finish a crossword puzzle on my own. 39. Draw the Mona Lisa (01/13/08) 40. Write with my right hand for one day. 41. Help someone quit a bad habbit 42. Have another child (Way LATER on in life) 43. Read a book to an old person 44. Swing as high as I can on playground swings. 45. Walk around Haleiwa with a friend as much as we can 46. Learn to play chess or checkers 47. Learn to roller-blade 48. Paint a portrait of someone 49. Plant & grow the biggest sunflower 50. Meet a midget 51. Hand write the lyrics of my favorate song 51 times 52. Make the most sandwitches in one day 53. Mix as many sodas together into one drink and drink it all 54. Hug the biggest tree I can find 55. Look at the night sky through a telescope 56. Dye my hair some wild color 57. Enter a contest 58. Register to vote(10/04/08) and then actually voting 59. Eat an entire pizza by myself 60. Buy the coolest pair of high heels 61. Help someone clean their room or car 62. Watch someone I know get arrested 63. Take a picture of one of my friends doing something stupid 64. Go to my old elementary school and play on the playground equipment with friends 65. Learn to fix a car 66. Do an Andy Worhal work of art of my own. 67. Try to draw Marilyn Monroe (01/22/08) 68. Own the "Riot!" album by Paramore on vinyl(08/02/08) 69. Make my room look so fucken awesome 70. Go 24 hours without looking into any mirrors 71. Take a picture of someone who is drunk 72. Win a prize 73. Get the most stuff with $10 74. Buy or make an antique doll house 75. Do a painting using only my right hand 76. Get a Tattoo 77. Teach someone how to do something 78. Make a doll 79. Design and make atleast one purse 80. Catch a fish 81. Donate money, clothes ect. to a charity 82. Wash someone's car for free 83. Get a maniqure for the first time 84. Baby sit someone's kid at the last minute 85. Own atleast one Beatles record 86. Get a job working around food 87. Get a job working around clothes 88. Borrow the most interesting books from the public library 89. Get 100 comments on one picture 90. Drive someone elses car (with their promission) 91. Drink champaign with strawberries in it 92. Drink a maragrita in Las Vegas 93. win a staring contest 94. Make my own comic book 95. Give someone a haircut 96. Find two "2 dollar" bills 97. Give a dog a bath 98. Collect all the Dr. Suess books (all 48 of them) 99. Visit the Philipines again 100. Gamble all night in Vegas 101. Find a hidden peaceful spot in Haleiwa (that no one knows about) 102. Take a class (ex. art, self-defense, ect.) 103. Wish upon a star and have that wish come true 104. Buy a house 105. Read a book that inspires me to do something 106. Build a bird house 107. Get something from a boy on Valentines day 108. Surprise someone with a gift 109. Play Halo 3 110. Own an old school Nentendo 111. See Paramore in concert 112. Make a drink in my kitchen (ex. margarita, mudslide, bubble drink? ect.) 113. Go out to dinner and do a 'Dine and Dash' w/out getting caught 114. Buy a cheap digital camera that works good 115. Get lost on the island with Angela. 116. Take a picture at the Haleiwa sign(01/21/08) 117. Do something creative with spray paint 118. Get a tattoo from Kat Von D 119. Set a world record 120. Take an ALL NATURAL picture (no makeup, no edits)(03/31/08) 121. Sing along with the radio while going threw a carwash 122. Have an IMPRESSIVE camera collection 123. Try all Jones Soda Flavores 124. Get one of my pictures on a Jones Soda bottle (:
change my life before I turn 20 i'm just so unhappy with how its going right now everytime something good happens it gets taken away so quickly i'm affraid to lose it all.
life is the same, day in and day out everyday i stay home i feel like i'm losing touch with reality
i need a car i need a job i feel like my mom wants me to stay at home and not get a job, so she can control me
fuck idk, sometimes i feel like i don't even know who i am anymore
